All of this wasn't fair... Kagome had only recently come into his life, and they had moved quickly, but he wouldn't take back any of the things he had already done. He loved her... he loved Kagome. He was certain of this...
'So why... why did I push her away from me? She seems to be my only saving grace and I made her leave...'
He was back in his room, perched on the window sill one leg curled up and his chin resting on it. He looked out into the woods behind his apartment... it was getting darker. He hadn't really realized how much of the day he had slept away... it wasn't normal for him. Then the presence of a mighty celestial being pulled on his heart... his gaze moved, now transfixed on the sky, just above the tree tops. It was the full moon.
Kouga's inner beast, the wolf... was murring inside, this was a night to run... to be free. And now that he had the jewel shards in his legs... the pull was even stronger. He could feel his body shifting... ever so slightly. He was always a demon, but there were certain more wolf like qualities that came out when the moon was full. His fangs were harder to hide, his pointed ears became more noticable, and a long thick brown tail protruded from the top of his rear end.
The pull was strong, and almost hard to resist... Kouga knew he would have to go out there eventually... just to let his beast run rampant, but for the moment, he turned his back on the window and came inside to the modern world. He moved away from the window and sat at his desk, opening his lap top computer. He needed something to do to take his mind off of the beast inside which was now upset that he had decided to stay inside. He blocked it from his mind, but it didnt work all that well... busy work would help.
He soon found himself searching the web on information about the Shikon Jewel...
His eyes widened in amazement, there were certain things listed that even he didn't know about. He only thought that the jewel brought a demon more power than they originally were born with. Quickly he copied and pasted the information into a word document and printed it out. He shoved it into his pocket and grabbed his cell from his nightstand, speed dialing Ginta.
"Pick up..." Kouga ordered to the other side of the phone, "pick up moron... we gotta talk."
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